Something to be......

The painter didn't let me to save the picture as JPG......so I cut the picture.

Well it is hard for me to write something on this diary, and I have no much things to say Orz". By the way, I watched the anime of Devil May Cry 1!!! That makes me feel exited XD. Dante is so handsome!!!

There is a special day recently for me; however, I will not tell others XD(though some people have known) And also, I have to thank my friends! You guys are my best metal support!!!

Despair‥＊

Well there are no pictures I have finished recently Orz".

I was very nervus and stressful a lot because of some thing.

I wanna cry but I have no tears.

I wanna scream but I hve no voice.

I know that keep avoiding some thing will chage nothing.

However, I am still sunk in the ocean called despiration.

The only one who can help me is myself.

And I will keep going until the end.

Some old pictures^_^

Because of deficiency of time. I put some old works on the blog OTZ". I love to draw pictures and that makes me feel happy as well. Though there is no much time to practice, I often do some simple drawing on the paper with pencils. Few days ago, the Taiwan history teacher said, " all we must to cultivate one hobby which can do by ourselves." I am convinced that drawing pictures will be a best in my life. Sometimes I also write some novels. It seems that I am prone to those activities whitch are static.

The reality....

Why can not the painter save the pictures as JPG ?!!! Q_Q

Well I always give up finishing the picture OTZ". It took me lots of time to smooth the line.......

I don't wanna take the physics middle exam!!!! Though I have studied it for a long time, I still have less confidence. I just wanna do what I want to do, such as drawing pictures, playing games all the time. My parents always tell me that a success is based on one's hard work, and I also believe this kind of saying.

However, it didn't make any sense.

Well it just my complaint. I am in the hope that I can get good grades on physics.

￡…The dream is begining…￠

The digital water color is a good tool to draw pictures! XD

Though I was going to draw someone just like hishikata, it seems that i was failed Orz".These days I was disscusing the ending about the AVG games with my friend. We came to lots of thoughts and it was hard to gruop into a complete condition. Creating a game is really something tough.

Recently I found that I am fooling around and little to review my works. That is not a good sign. I think it is time to make up my mind studying again. If I wnat to climb higher, the knowledge is important to me. The future is long and unknown, I have to do my best to overcome the difficulties in the future. By the way, though the summer vacation has not come, I decide to go to Japan with my two friends. (This thing has talked about before?) And I found that there are many things I want to buy Orz. Maybe I should make a plan to save much. much money......

＊LOVE is everything＊

Open Canvas's work~XD Ginba sensei is a good man! XDDD

The middle exams are still driving me crazy Orz. I am in the hope that I can overcome these difficulties soon. When I was depressed, I would watch Gintama to release my stress XD.Few days ago, I talked with my friend on phone, discussing the trip to Japan on Augest. In our plan, we will go to Tokyo, joining the COMIKE in Tokyo Big Site. We discussed lots of things, such as how much money we can afford, the guide line when we land on Japan. It seemed that it will spend much money on this trip. Therefore, I have to start to save more money. Though I am looking forward to the trip, there are still lots of obstacles to conquer. The middle exams and final exams are two of the obstacles, that is really a big challenge Orz.

Yesterday I found some old CDs in my messy room XD". The CDs are bought in my six grades. Because of remembrance, I put them into the walkman and listen to them. Sometimes I think myself to be sensitive, joining with others' emotion easily. I don't think the sensibility is good to me, it usually brings me sorrowful feelings a lot. Also, it makes me be distracted from the temptation outside easily. Though one may say," the sensibility is a avadence that you have a lyrical soul." However, I think I should have more rationality in my life. As the eudaemonism advocates," the rationality is the way to happiness." If I can be more rational, I am convinced that I can have more delight in my unknown life.

Busy & Busy&Gintama(?!)

I always chage the program of drawing......XD"

Well......This place is always filled with my anxiety, and I always wrote lot of depressing words. It seems that I should be more positive in my life ^_^".Few days ago. my friend gave me a series of anime, called [Gintama]. The story is built on a fantasy world, the country of samurai. The aliens occupied the country, and they think the residents to be the lowest life. At this time, a white-haired samurai called Gintoki, he fund a company that help people everything. The story is talking about the issue he and his companions have met. In fact, I love this anime because of its funny style XD. I watch Gintama everyday with my roomate, we really enjoy it!

These days are so busy that I always feel tired. The middle exams are still moving at a slow pace. Thought the work of us are studying well , I eager to have more leisure time. Sometimes I feel despair, and sometimes I feel confused. Though I often murmur in this blog, that didn't make any sense.What we have to do is open our mind and pursuit the dreams, right?

I can take everything if there were someone I have to protect.

Wondering......

Drawing in Painter 8.0 ~XD

The middle exams is coming in next week, that make me feel nervous a lot. In fact, I am always wondering," Why I am here and what am I doing???" I am always comfused about my life, my future. I always worry about lots of things, such as homeworks and the finance in the future. One day we have to leave our parents, earning money by ourselves. That makes me get some stress. Can my salary afford my daily life? Or even to support my lovely parents? I have no confidence in it. The unknowing is always the thing we fear with.

By the way, I am goning to my friend's home on Saturday, begging her to save my poor physics OTZ. I am really worry about my physics' score. In the past, physics was always the worst subject in my senior high. I am so scared that my physics was flunk.OTZ"

Just playing the Painter~＊

It has been a long time since I draw the picture by the computer. Therefore, I started to install the program, Paiter, in my new computer. Then I found that the time would destroy one's skill OTZ". It seemed that drawing by pencil is easier than using computer.

My best friend, Grace, entering the Ching Hwa University recently. I am glad to see her entering a good school（＞ｖ＜）. That means we can start to do our plan about going to Japan and creating games XDD. Those things came up in our senior school days, we decided to make some easy games by the style of electronic books. (That means, the game progresses like a varioys story, choosing different choices can lead to different end.) Though everything has not started, I am convinced that we will have a new step on it.

Few days ago our score of anatomy middle exams are released. As I predicted, it did not reach the taget in my mind. I think that it is because my poor management on time. Thus, I have to learn moremethods to decrease my outside temptation. When we indulge in the temptation, we have to think of something important to us. Such as our dreams and our future. All we have dreams, but the answer to how to fulfill them is in our deep mind.

\( *ﾟ ∀ ﾟ*)/ Oh! My LOVE!!!!!

Well, I have to scream to express my feelings now.

Devil may cry Anime will be released in June!!!!!!!!

I am so exited about this news(>//////<)Cuz I can see the handsome Dante on the screen!! What a wonderful thing!!!!!!!(>//////<) Though there is a pity that Vergil may not show up in the anime, I am still looking forward it. After hard exams, I have relaxed for three days playing online game and sleeping.

By the way, there have occured many things during the two weeks. Our class are blamed because of our late for class, and so on. That makes me fell upset>"<. How can these happened? And I also worry about whether the teacher will punish us or not. In my opinion, entering the college is much different from entering the high school. In high school or senior school, all we have the same target. That is, entering a good college.However, after we going tto another stage, that is totally a difference. People have their own thoughts in mind, and so do I. Sometimes I miss the time that I can chat with my friend happily, sharing our dream in the future. But now, the only thing that I have is a brocken heart filled with stress.

One day we will........?

The answer will be a myth in my mind forever.

=Ragnarok＊our Legend=

Ragnarok is a OLG(online game) that I have played for almost three years, while I have stopped it for one year. Recently, I started to play it again. When I get on the line, there is no my friends anymore. That is really an impact on me. In the past, I played with my friends, fighting the monsters, chatting together. That was a wonderful time. When I decided to give up wondering in the game, I met an Acolyte, YIA. We have fun in the game,sharing our happiness together. Until now, we are still best friends(>v<). Nowadays, all we are priests. We still play games together. I want to appreciate that we have so much happy times. Although many people say that the friends on net can not tr ust easily. I am still believe that our wonderful friendship will continue foreverXD!!! Here are some photos that we took in the game:

＊Our Ragnarok, Our Legend＊

…ひぐらしのなく頃に祭…

《ひぐらしのなく頃に祭》is a story about a village in outskirts of Japan, a place which have happened lots of　ｗired issue. When it comes to a special festival in every year, there will be ONE person to be dead and ONE person to be dissapeared without reason.In residents' opinion, the issue comes up is because of the god they worship taking people away.The main character of the story,KEICHI, coming to this village from another city. He finds something strange among his friends, and all of them are involved in the wired issue about the two people's rumor. Therefore, he starts his miserable destiny......

It seems that the story is simple, the plot is scary and bloody. In the story, we can find that KEICHI's friends become mad and crazy one by one, killing others with cruel methods, such as deviding one's belly, taking out the intestines. Though it is scary to me, the storys music is full of sorrow in its PS2 game.Is it a scary story? I am not sure.
The story I have not seen it completely, however; I am convinced that the end will strikes me a lot.

By the way,the story's cartoon OP is as follows:

Welcom to the Ouran high school host club!!

The original HP>>>http://www.fzdm.com/bbs/v37569.html

"Welcom to the Ouran high school host club!!" is a story
about a poor student, Haruhi, and lots of handsome boys, consisting of a host in the school. At first, Haruhi broke the vase which cost 8,000,000 yen. Therefore, he started to join the host club to pay back the indebtedness. In fact, Haruhi is "she" rather than "he". That makes Tamaki, the leader of the club, falling in love with her.(Though he has no sense about it XD)

The story is filled with fun and delight. Also, we can have some imagination to the rich that how wealth they are XD. I always admire the characters' life, hoping that one day I can be so XD. In my opinion, the most charming character in this story is the twins, Hikaru & Kaoru. I love these two guys a lot!!! >////<

Maybe the reason is that I am prone to the twins. (Just as Dante & Vergil:P)

The cord between the twins is wonderful!!!>▽<

After reading my words, do you want to share with me the story?

I am convinced that you will join the story with happiness ☆"

Wanna know the name?

The oringinal HP>>> http://www.gamespot.com/pages/unions/articles.php?board_id=909119068&union_id=3466&page=2

If you are a video games fan, you can not miss the most popular action game,"Devil may cry."The game is presented by CAPCOM, which have made the game "Biohazard."
The story is structured by a legend of Sparda, a demon who save people lives from the Lord of darkness. Though he has sealed the darkness, he also dissapeared without reasons. Only one things we know is that he has two kids with a human wife, Eve. And the two kids, Dante & Vergil, are the characters we can control.

Though the twins are half-blood from demon, their thought are different a lot.Dante is a corinthian, while Vergil meets calm and careness.Two brothers have their own target.Dante decides to kill all the demons in the world, saving the human world that his father had protected,while Vergil eager for the power of Sparda, wanna get more power to be stronger. How will the two different brothers face each other? If you wanna find the answer, play the game right now!!!!! (>v<)

By the way, there are some movies youcan see on the YOUTUBE.

As follows:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=4a1c74euB5w

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Zi6eOVCGNHM

Lots of things,lots of worries.

Though it seems that everything is OK in the new semester,I feel a little worry about my dorm life.The roommate is friendly and the room is excellent.The only one shortage is that I have to go upstairs for a long time to the classroom.(OTZ)At the dorm I have much leisure time,however;I didn't do anything useful on these time.That makes me feel upset(-"-),I am not good at arrange my schedule effectively.In my opinion, I have wasted two weeks from the semester begining,fooling around repeatedly. Maybe one will say,"That means nothing! It is just the semester begining."Nevertheless,I don't think so.I have my own tatgets and dreams.If I can not keep my faith, how could I get them?I am seeking for the dream, being sunk in the cruel reality.

My life will......?

Everyday we will face lots of things, whether they are good or not.
However, THAT is what our life is.
Today, I heard from my best friend's brother that my lovely friend, Grace, got good grades in the college exams(on February 2nd,3rd). That makes me feel touched (- v -)My friend, Grace, struggling for her dream that entering NTU for a long time. In fact, entering the NTU is our dream, though I was failed (- _ -")That really was a pity in my life.
Life is a unknown stage that we cannot predict what will happen next. We may face despair and delight in the same day.(The reason why I said so is because I got two of feelings today >_<) Maybe I am immature now, and also have less experience about life. Neverthless, I believe that one day I will be more positive to every thing, overcoming every difficulties.