Wondering......

Drawing in Painter 8.0 ~XD

The middle exams is coming in next week, that make me feel nervous a lot. In fact, I am always wondering," Why I am here and what am I doing???" I am always comfused about my life, my future. I always worry about lots of things, such as homeworks and the finance in the future. One day we have to leave our parents, earning money by ourselves. That makes me get some stress. Can my salary afford my daily life? Or even to support my lovely parents? I have no confidence in it. The unknowing is always the thing we fear with.

By the way, I am goning to my friend's home on Saturday, begging her to save my poor physics OTZ. I am really worry about my physics' score. In the past, physics was always the worst subject in my senior high. I am so scared that my physics was flunk.OTZ"

Just playing the Painter~＊

It has been a long time since I draw the picture by the computer. Therefore, I started to install the program, Paiter, in my new computer. Then I found that the time would destroy one's skill OTZ". It seemed that drawing by pencil is easier than using computer.

My best friend, Grace, entering the Ching Hwa University recently. I am glad to see her entering a good school（＞ｖ＜）. That means we can start to do our plan about going to Japan and creating games XDD. Those things came up in our senior school days, we decided to make some easy games by the style of electronic books. (That means, the game progresses like a varioys story, choosing different choices can lead to different end.) Though everything has not started, I am convinced that we will have a new step on it.

Few days ago our score of anatomy middle exams are released. As I predicted, it did not reach the taget in my mind. I think that it is because my poor management on time. Thus, I have to learn moremethods to decrease my outside temptation. When we indulge in the temptation, we have to think of something important to us. Such as our dreams and our future. All we have dreams, but the answer to how to fulfill them is in our deep mind.

\( *ﾟ ∀ ﾟ*)/ Oh! My LOVE!!!!!

Well, I have to scream to express my feelings now.

Devil may cry Anime will be released in June!!!!!!!!

I am so exited about this news(>//////<)Cuz I can see the handsome Dante on the screen!! What a wonderful thing!!!!!!!(>//////<) Though there is a pity that Vergil may not show up in the anime, I am still looking forward it. After hard exams, I have relaxed for three days playing online game and sleeping.

By the way, there have occured many things during the two weeks. Our class are blamed because of our late for class, and so on. That makes me fell upset>"<. How can these happened? And I also worry about whether the teacher will punish us or not. In my opinion, entering the college is much different from entering the high school. In high school or senior school, all we have the same target. That is, entering a good college.However, after we going tto another stage, that is totally a difference. People have their own thoughts in mind, and so do I. Sometimes I miss the time that I can chat with my friend happily, sharing our dream in the future. But now, the only thing that I have is a brocken heart filled with stress.

One day we will........?

The answer will be a myth in my mind forever.